"Eventually all the pieces fall into place until then, laugh at the confusion, live for the moment, and know that everything happens for a reason".  (--Sarah Jessica Parker as Carrie Bradshaw but picked up from my friend Aby's post in FB)

All the events in my life, during the exact time of their occurrences seem to have very vague reasons for happening.  I may not comprehend the reason on that time the particular situation happened but each time I look back now and ask myself "why it happened", I always end up understanding that it happened so that I will be the person I am now, that I will be exactly in the same place I am now and that I might be on the exact moment now.  All events in my life in the past contribute to these 3 generalizations.  I always question why it happened, I sometimes address to God that question.  Frantically, I evaluate and assess what went wrong and lo and behold, I find myself clueless.  Most of the time I questioned, cried, and suffered along the way.  In the stillness of confusion I learned how to be resilient.  I can't control the situation but I can definitely control myself.  Slowly, I accepted the situation and realized that I have to move on.  Life doesn't end with one bad blow and that life is so short to waste it sulking.  Gradually I learned how to laugh about it, just let time took its course to heal me, and hoped that everything will turn out just fine.  I became my old self again and realized that all things happen for a purpose.  It happened so that I can learn something from it, to apply in my life and to become if not the best at least better than before.  I pray to have the courage to stick that wisdom in my head and not to be indecisive whatsoever.

Aby, thank you very much for the countless times you were with me during those moments of confusion...